Follow Up…
I am TERRIFIED to go to FL. I am afraid to come back to bad news or something terrible. I am afraid to come back and have the feeling of being forgotten. Welcome back anxiety. I controlled you when I could.
Maybe I am truly in a rut…
I am bored. I am lonely. I am afraid.
I am afraid to be forgotten and replaced.
I am afraid of being left.
I am afraid that maybe next year will be terrible.
I am bored with myself and others around me.
I feel more alone than ever.
I guess I am just sitting around waiting for some remarkable and life changing to happen…but I know that it will never happen.
(Source: seducingxparamour)
